wow what a year had passed!
first thing first. how long again has it been since my last post? bleh bet its been a while. had my whole time to write, but its Afifah here we're talking about. hehehhehe
2016; what a year. started 2016 with..... what again? duh lupa hahah. yeah, stayed in a room with 2 sweet girls. ((it was supposed to be a room of 4, but the other one........)) lets skip that part. never had an argument with them. yelah, mudah terhibur nak gaduh mende hehe. they made living diploma life is worth living for. yeah, miss them. finished my diploma last november! wehuu and i managed to graduate with AD! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MEAN TO ME!!! I DIDN'T SEE THAT ONE COMING YOU KNOWW!!!!!!!
family? nothing much, same old love. huhu. ayah turned 50 last year which made me feel really ouch.. err get what i mean? --' he's getting old. how i really scared of losing them. ayah & ibu. my brother got accepted into KUIS. nothing new. getting older really made me see how family means everything. without them, you macam lost for a moment. on 31st december haritu, both ayah, ibu and humaira balik kampung and left me, my 2 younger brothers kat rumah ((bcs i kerja --' i hv so many things nak cakap pasal kerja, will get into that laterrrrr)) that made me realized that i really like really need ibu & ayah in my daily life. like, who's gonna cook fr me when i get home from work. siapa nak kejutkan pergi subuh. you see that thoughts coming back and forth bcs im young childish hehe
friends? guess i made some friends back in segamat. i did not really good with interacting with people. i just can't. like im very introvert that i wouldn't talk to anyone unless they opened up to me first! im scared :'( but masuk je part 3, i tried nak rapat dgn classmates bcs takkan lah nak berkepit dgn aira and keng je.. diaorang pun ada kawan --' #s4dlyf3 so there's mai, jiha, izzati ((tu dari part 1 memang muka dia je)), ted, and many more! i kinda miss them right now. doing assignments, project itu ini, discussion here and there. marah groupmates sebab tak reti buat kerja semua nak kena cakap. banyak lah :'< and so i miss them. diploma taught me that not every friends you had is a friend you need bila you nak buat assignment. heheh no seriously. manusia biasalah dgn kepala masing masing taknak kalah. like yeah what's new. tu semua orang tahu. dpt pulak jenis yg kerja cincai memang boleh bawak gaduh though he/she is yr bestfriend! miss you guys :'( my semashur babes? those girls can't be replaced! even dah habis sekolah, me and my childish act kuat merajuk mana boleh pisah. i think its 2016 that i left group bcs i terasa dgn dayang. duhh fyfaaa come on! 20 and perangai mcm budak tadika je huhu. those time when i have no one to turn to, i always find myself looking fr them, reminiscing those good days we had. all those times where you could easily go to their dorm or snuggle to get beside them when they're asleep. hug them when you're in need of long warm hug. even this year tak dapat jumpa semua, looking forward to meet you guys in 2017! mish you bbgs xx
hafiz? ((gonna call him hafiz in my blog entries hehehe)) whats new? still the same guy with those very unattractive glasses, unattractive face, unattractive walk yet very attractive to me? hahha i don't know what makes this relationship stays fr so long. we've been though so many hustle and even though i tried countless of times trying to get of this guy, i just seems to can't? haha i don't know. maybe it's what both of us hv been through together, or is it really love? just lets hope that our relationship in 2017 will be lit!!
kerja; lets go to the most annoying phase of my 2016. that is not a cool way to end yr year! i end my 2016 with arguing with one of co worker and start my 2017 by hating my other co worker. this is why i feel that i hv to find a very rich husbands that can manage me lying at home watching youtube and K-Pops. huhu bcs work is sucks. i repeat WORK IS SUCKS. lagi lagi when yr co worker jenis nak kerja senang and jenis buat benda benefit dia je. defak! if i wrote it here sampai sudah tak habis :< another month to go. you can do this Afifah!
it's already 2nd of January 2017. my 1st January is sucks as you can tell on how unlucky i am.
2016 had been a hella ride. looking forward to 2017!
Resolutions;
1. hv to control my eating pattern and try to maintain my weight up to only 45kg bcs i can't bear seeing myself in 50kg :'(
2. hv more time spent with my families.
3. made more good friends now that im on my way to degree.
4. be more understanding with my bbboi.
5. get myself closer to the Creator.
6. trying to post everyday on my daily activities so that my children can see how cool their mommy was she was 20 years old
so thats all i guess. i pretty much left out lots of things. but yeah. hahah
xx,
Faa
