and so, today i went to 3 houses and i am freaking tired rn but i hv to write since i am trying en huhu. yesterday, ibu made like a small open house so we invited our relatives from ibu's side and God knows how tired we were yesterday. it was supposed to be like hi-tea since we held it on evening. but you know, its relatives. sedara mana yang reti nak balik awal right?! so i had a lot of fun! you know seeing my families all laughing and talking. it just calmed my soul.
then when maghrib came, they all came together and solat together. which was like a long time ago since we did one occasion with family members or other people praying together at our house. what made it more special that my brother (Harith) imam the solat. tho i did not join the jemaah but i feel calm. its a good thing the stayed and talked and laughed i guess. hahah
and today, early in the morning we went to one of our relatives' house. and ofc we were damn loud too 😂 but thats what makes our family is just so fun. we laughed when took some pictures, when we ate, when we even went to mak uteh's house. like apa yang kelakar sgt idk 😂
after that, i went to my friend's house. you i never went to any of my primay school friends'house. either they invited and i cant join, or im not invited 😅 thats okay tho i dont mind at all seriously. but it feels good when i can come and talk. you know it feels good. i have to make new friends. i hv to stop being introvert. i have to!
you see, family and friends are just what makes me stronger. guess i understand why you prioritize yr family and friends to one point that i became useless.
from my time this weekend, i realized that i have to stay positive, treat people wisely even when they dont deserve it. i need to appreciate all the little things. so go Afifah!
love, Fyfaa
16th of July;11.37pm
