well i need to blog this. yeah i know it hasnt been a day since my last post but why not right? huhu
so the other day, i got my first exam result (degree). and i managed to score 3.56. yeah, i must say it is good considering it is dean list. but, im not happy. no, i dont feel anything, haha. maybe because i expected or needed more. but yeah, i have to admit. i deserve that. i main main kot time study haha.
but you see, when i told ibu about my result, she went "sayaaaaangggg" with smile on her face and patted my head. it feels good knowing that even though your result is just okay and you have people that actually gave you that kind of spirit to keep you going.
i always feel down, low and left out most of the time. maybe thats because im so negative bout my life that i forget to look at the positive side, at the good things that Allah have given me. i should be grateful more and be happy for others too.
21 years old resolution:- be more positive and never expect anything from anyone. just do good, be nice and in shaa Allah all the good things will be in my way. Amiinn :')
love, Fah
